Faith is often misunderstood as a shield that protects us from fear.
She distinguishes between different kinds of fear—apocalyptic awareness that arises from witnessing global fragility, anxious awareness rooted in personal worries, and painful awareness linked to suffering. Each has its own texture and demands a different response.
Despite these fears, Bowler finds hope—not as naive optimism but as a deep trust in the unfolding story beyond immediate circumstances. Love, too, is portrayed as an expansive, inclusive force, like a house with rooms that grow larger the more people enter.
Her reflections on rest and presence offer practical tools for coping with restlessness and sleeplessness. By embracing sacred pauses, we reconnect with God and ourselves, finding peace amid chaos.
Bowler’s narrative also emphasizes the importance of admitting when we have lost control and seeking help, a step that many fear but that leads to healing and community.
This memoir redefines spiritual courage as the ability to hold contradictory emotions—fear and hope, pain and love—and to keep moving forward with grace. It is a powerful reminder that faith is a journey, not a destination.
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